Nurse Copied Me

15: March 2012 i got hospitalized and a nurse always commenting my hair 

even in crisis and tears.

That always focused on the outer side of me and how i looked like.

She copied me from the picture on this blogg taken and was in my moves and adapted my body language.

She was quite a bit more extreme than me.

And i wrote notes about it.

I know why she did it and have not told the story yet.

But she was proud of being a little alike me,

she always told that people told us we are alike.

But we are not.

She is much more lower than me.

And i have a more muscular body of exercise in teams and learned a lot from sports.

She has never done sports.

She has been obsesses talking about me to others in the unit,

she did not knew that i got to know this from others.

I got sad of being tricked in pain.

A nurse shall never work like this,

or go so sexy dressed in a unit.

She broke my heart

and i shaved of all my hair and was bold for a while

and gained weight to 100 kilos to get out of the psychiatric forced treatment.

And so i did.

They treated me kinder when i was fat.

When i got thin again and had sex appeal they closed me in and gave me more medication.

I have written about the story early in the blogg.

And starts to find the truth.

I write books and love this man.

Laugh for a while, she dont have a clue on how i really are as a person.

Let the adventure begin.