Truth Comes Out

The hospital i have been treated on has treated me against human rights.

I am educated as a nurse and i got depressed over seeing the reality for the patients in 2002.

I got hospitalized for 2 weeks and had only depression and a struggle for keeping the reality after a man played me with an entire MC club.

I fought for my child.

I fight for him now.

He knows the truth about his mother that is kinder than what you really believe.

I wrote a children novel for him when he was a child to give him the power of life and to explore all in nature. His heart belongs to the nature.

Lars Monsen the adventurer has been his best role model.

My son is very kind.

But i am scared that rumors and how the police communicate with me, and the doctors that has held me on forced treatment for 5 years.

I have been suicidal the last months.

The truth is that i have been suicidal for nearly 3 years.

Knowing that the truth has to come out.

In 2010 i had my firs experience with forced treatment.

I got very scared and did not think they could have so much power over me.

They rejected me to call my family and my son.

I was not allowed to take a phone call to a lawyer to get me out.

I cried and was scared.

I have never been dangerous.

Barac Obama is more angry than me.

I have never kicked in a door.

But that is not the essential part.

It is only that people have a temper.

My point and my limits are drawn.

When i did not manage to get any communication with my son.

I was worried for him when i was away from him.

I also asked them if they would give me the medication Cisordinol.

I nearly died of a doctor treating me with this some years earlier.

I could not breathe properly and my throat is still injured after 

" death breathing. "

I also blacked out for days.

I asked : " Do i get the injection with Cisordinol ? "

The nurse answered :

" I can not guarantee you that you not will get it. "

She was cold and not kind towards me.

I got very scared.

I got panic attack and shivered over my entire body.

What i did has ruined my life.

I took a newspaper and a little paper from that.

I lied it in my bed, because that is flame preventive and won't develop to burning risk.

I lighted up the paper 5 cm times 5 centimeters in the middle of the bed so it should not burn.

I went straight ahead and said what i had done.

The flame was put out immediately.

It did not burn for more than a minute.

There was no danger for fire evolving.

I did this because i knew they was killing me with the treatment.

And i have not been wrong in that.

I wanted to talk to the police.

The police arrived.

They refused me to talk to the police and give my statement on the truth.

I risked prison because i knew they had not treathened me in prison.

This is the truth and i have been suicidal over what i did.

But there was no risk for flames.

The rooms in the hospitals in the psychiatric unit is secure fire cells.

With walls and doors.

It was not more than a candle burning.

I can not tell more.

But the hospital has hidden the case.

They threatened me on my life.

Given deprivation and dangerous treatment they can risk patients to have a behavior that is not normal for them.

I have been isolated for 3 years and is ruined.

I need help of a good attorney that can make the truth to come out.

I wondering in what sentence they have given me ?

Read the whole blogg if you are curious.

They can ruin good people in the mental health care if they refuse to learn from dangerous treatment and gambling and playing with peoples lives.