Clown of The Day

This is the clown of the day - seizing the day and a bit romantic and qute.

It is for sale - so if you want the picture you can just send me an e-mail

Loving day to you all ! 

Red Angel

I have painted this picture in bright colors and it is the shape of my soul.

I want people to be happy with my painting and this has already got a new owner.

It is called " Red Angel " and is for curing anxiety and give peace and hope

and

to be always in hope for something new to happen.

The days are always in change and we must live with the changes.

I am going into a painting period and will present my pictures here on the blogg.

Always stay in hope for a better life and know that God is up for surprises

even in the art.

Go to an art exhibition and get surprised it alway gives you inspiration and new impressions that heals you're soul.

Have a nice and happy day 

Creative Writing Can Get You Out Of Depression

People might think they are the same everyday

and in troubles and the struggles in life depression can occur.

New thoughts can be looked on with writing.

You are often more creative than you think and a novel, a poem or a fairytale 

can get you into new thoughts about yourself and change the way you think and feel

Try to write to shape new thoughts

use you're talents and tell stories

even if they only will remain in the family

but you might get published one day.

Writer Digest can give you inspiration and new thoughts with creating new worlds and a new atmosphere around you 

and you come in contact with you're soul

So i recommend writing to get out of depression

You are always better than you think.

Good Luck !

A Little Fairytale " The Purple Glass Apple "

Once upon a time there was a little girl. Not like all others girls. She believed the world could be saved. She did all housework and planted a little tree in the garden to stay beside her to remember that days and years are new.
She was a little wise little girl. The years went on in playgrounds and in the street. But each evening she went to the little tree. She gave it water and watched it grow.
After many years the little tree was grown into a big tree. The branches and the leaves was beautiful and gave her rest from the sun.
She loved her tree.
One day an apple grown on the tree. And in all magic it was an apple of glass. Purple and very beautiful.
" Remember me always " Saied the tree.
She got a bit scared as new and surprising things often are. But talked back to the tree.
" How are you ? " Saied the little tree.
" I am you're best friend to show you that life has meaning and transform itself during the years. "
The little girl was thankfull over the tree. She picked down the glass apple and could see her siluette in the apple.
She had grown to a beautiful young woman. But she never forgot her childhood.
Beside the tree she grew into a woman. She got a husband and five children. The tree had grown into a large magical tree.
One day she was depressed about life she went to the tree :
" What shall i do to come out of a depression. "
The tree answered : " Come to me everyday. "
And so the young woman did. The tree gave her talks about the spirit. That it is like a tree. You transform during life and grow up to be an adult.
" I love you " said the tree.
" I love you to. " Saied the woman and the tree gave her a gift. Five apples to give to her children.
She gave the apples to her children and they got very happy. The apples was made of gold.
The children understood that the tree was magical and they took a swing to hang down from the branches of the tree.
One day the tree said : " Are you depressed still ? "
No i am not. I realized that the fairytale was just in my imagination, and i see how beautiful i can think.
The tree said : " There is magic in life in you're mind. And use it everyday to give people hope. "
The tree gave her a hug with the branches and the woman cried. She knew she was saved by the fairytale in imagination and that is something doctors and nurses don't understand. She started to be all herself again... knowing that the glass apple is real.

This was my first fairytale in the blogg. I write better in Norwegian, but the meaning is that it is found imagination in us that are unlimited and wanting to get out into the world. I have a purple glass apple. And know that i am not schizophrenic but an artistic mind. I hope you find spirit to find the diamonds within you and maybe start to write. There is so many beautiful people in their minds in the world. And we can't destroy them but make their resources to come out into the sun. In the autumn this year i will plant a tree for myself to remember that life grows in you and are not standing still.
Have a happy magical time to all the readers.

Paradise

The real life can be a struggle. But if we take a time to listen to ourselves and the tempo we want to live in Paradise can be found everyday. You don't need to be the best one and even you're biggest fear can be overcome by taking time and let connection with animals heal you. This horse " Frida " was a little bit aggressive towards me in the start ( she is with nearly all humans ), but after a while she started to get cosy and kind. She is not aggressive towards me anymore.

I have just relaxed all day and not done much. But days like these comes around. You can chose to have it boring or you can chose to have a good time. Choises is there all the time.

To find a good place to rest out i hope i have found now. Here is kind. or so i believe.

I am very kind and loving and love life. But sometimes problems occur and you start to question it all. In who to trust and who to not trust ?

But i live my life in the way i want even though i am hospitalized but it works also.

Thoughts can change in seconds and you can start to feel free no matter where you are when you are free in you're mind. 

Today has been a good day :-)

Daybreak Hotel

I call the institution i am at for " Daybreak Hotel " - some of us need to drop out of the societies school class once in a while. I have found my place by the sea here at the hotel.

I go down to the sea so often as i can - just to relax and find recovery from all i have been through. Life is not easy, but easy places is to be found all over the world.

Places to find rest and recovery and that opens the mind is sometimes hidden. This place i go to is very hidden - but a magical place for me when i am hospitalized. Sometimes the reality in hospitalizing is not so bad. I have a good day today.