Somebody knows

He knows

Now I Know - I Know

Somebody fooled me

Posture

Satyricon feat Sivert Høyem " Phenix " " Face to the sky " Picture is taken in 2003.

I Sometimes Wonder ... ?

Today i wrote to the American President about something

Olympic schools for children to develop their talents

and it is meant in the Olympic spirit

Peacetime at all time.

Refugees and children without parents can live at the Olympic schools 

and develop a new future for us, also the elders.

I believe in the future.

And say go for it Ozzy !!!

Do They Understand One Day ?

I can't write...have a good time :-)

Grieve And Respect to France And The Rest of The World

May They Rest In Peace

Who Controls Norway ?

Today was not a great day.

I lack money and got some money for help

600,- norwegian krone and that is about 40 usd for 8 days.

But i make it on this money.

I walked to the county house and everyone i met walked faster than me.

I was sad 

because i have been in better shape

and i walk better without medication.

My medication level is 23.5

and shall be within the amount of 1- 7

and the medication shall be held on lowest possible doze.

I got enough and called the " Sivilombudsmannen "

It is a man chosen by the law to help the citizens of the state of Norway.

I presented my case ( of all i have written in this blogg and some more )

but they could not answer me.

Finally i asked the question knowing that nobody knows the system good enough :

" Who rules the country of Norway ? "

They could not give me an answer so i just hung up.

I have to take my case out of the country

and

sit with the net and try to find a good attorney that is not afraid of the government and will help the people of Norway.

I dont think i am the first one this happening to.

But i hope i will be the last one.

People die in treatment 

and it has costed over 50 million norwegian krone to treat me.

They could just have given me a job.

I Have Help From Someone Up Above

Sometimes you questioning all the reason to life and why you have to go through suffering.

I moved from a house on 149 square feet and lived over my ability but it kind of spoiled me.

I had for other reasons to move out of that house and into a tiny municipal apartment. That got me down in mood and just existing and not enjoying the environment around me. It went out over my health, because the apartment i live in now is on ground level and everybody can look in. I feel like i dont get any private life and have no view.

But today all changed.

I have gotten to rent the main floor in an old farm house with stables to it and next to a large beach and there is extremely good view.

The woman who helped me to it chosed  me because i am kind and believe in the lord above like she does.

Believe can help you to better places.

And i move in before christmas.

So now my head is filled with interior ideas 

and i am about to build a new cage to my budgie Happy

of an old closet.

I can't wait to get a new fresh start.

And enjoy the housing like never before because i have lived so badly.

It is like someone from above lead me to this woman that also has become a close friend.

She said :

" Now you can have a horse and a dog and be happy ! "

I am so thankful that i nearly cry in happiness over all this suffering coming to an end, and a new fresh start by the seaside is for me in next month.

I will be up with pictures when i start decorating the house.

Have a good happy day

and

remember that God is up for surprises and he really surprised me better than what i have imagined ! :-)