Mike & The Mechanics - The living Years

Somebody Knows

I will never hospitalize me again of baboolizing.

Its a word for tricks.

The mental game in the world and in different gangs will ruin people.

I am kind and suffer a lot of medication overdose and was hospitalized from Friday until today.

There were mix of people.

Some being  kind and some being tricks.

To play games with patients is not ethical codex.

The nursing given shall be the best a human is capable to give. In order of the ethics in nursing.

The nursing shall be given after the best profesjonality.

I got a good doctor that listens to me. He wants to take away the diagnose i got.

I have suffered a lot and rumors has been going in a small society of me being paranoid schizophrenic. I get now a second opinion and the honest truth is that i am bipolar. I am kind and worry a lot today of something going on in the small community for the children.

I move from the farm and to a city life to try that.

I love the city Aalesund and will be safer there.

I am in ruins in my body of hospitalization and suffer also for the patients because of the lack of work therapy and exercise. I feel a lot of love and empty towards the patients. I have been away from my blogg for a while because of suicidal thought. It was nothing to write about.

I am over this now. But suffers from side effects of the medication.

It is discussed between the doctors to give me medical free treatment. It is a treatment program that i have never had before.

The thing happening to me is that the doctor was kind and wanted to give med new medication. I got a medication that should give me more energy and lift me up.

But i wonder, why can't original people only be original.

Life is to short to be someone else that yourself.

I got new medication from a nurse and i should start with a small dose because i have medication in my body. I did not get information from the doctor on how many milligrams i should get.

In the evening the nurse gave me 25 mg of medication.

I got very worried and very sedated.

I was scared i was going to die.

I felt the presence of Jesus when i went to bed.

I woke up at 06:00 in the morning and should fetch me water because i got very thirsty.

I got a blood pressure fall and nearly fainted. I could not see straight and got sweaty in my face and my heart beaten over some beats. The blood pressure was measured and it was 64/43 and that is dangerously low.

I suffer from this and do not trust the nurses at the hospital, but i trust the doctor i have that was honest with me and confirmed that it was discovered and signed that i got overdose.

It scares me a lot that there are not double security control in giving medication.

I have contacted certain people to avoid this to ever happen to a patient.

I am back home with only Buster. Teddy i dont find. Buster make sounds in grieve over that his brother are not here. I am sorry myself of the cosy cat not being here and i have looked for him several times this afternoon.

To all people suffering. I have written to somebody to make a computer to the patient and also health care workers to protect and give the patients the opportunity to write they`re own journal and set theire own goal and treat them to basal care that can direct them to optimal health and recovery.

The health care system needs to get a better control.

I nearly died but hear a voice from God that i should sit down and lean forwards and sit still and ask the nurses for help.

There is hope and recovery to all, but it is a hard world we live in and we must find our peace zone.

I move soon to the city and will be protected there better.

I look forward to that and the city is the most beautiful in Norway.

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He was kind.

I am not feeling good today,

but memories remain.

Jaro was loved.

How To Recover From Mental Ilness - All diagnosis

I can put a face of diagnosis.

I have had eight diagnosis since the spring 2002.

From anxiety, depression, re-active psychosis. PTSD, Bipolar and some more.

I am educated as a nurse and many of my reaction has bee normal.

I am a person that is social and like to be together with people.

But i have been treated very bad with three years of isolation.

I suffer now with post traumatic depression of the treatment i have been given.

The case i want to take up now is not me.

But how a mentally ill patients shall be treated.

The key is the health care workers and the family.

You need to know yourself as a health care worker and not use the psychiatric units to promote yourself. It is not a place for ego boosting by working with patients that are strong and though.

Some people find a kick in working with this group of patients.

But the patients suffer and do not talk so much because of the psychosis in the health care system on for the most holding on to only symptoms of illness.

It is written badly in the journals with many patients.

It should be worked in a way that gives love to the patients.

Only that way you will grow to a better human.

Nobody grows to a better human with only bad things happening around them

A worker in the psychic health field must be clear, secure and not a beauty queen or a beauty king.

It is seen on in the patients as narcissism.

Patients do understand quite a lot on what is going on.

Loving and therapeutical dialog must be the key factor in creating a dialog with the patient that is based on trust.

It is possible to heal all mental illness on a periode of very short time.

Three moths can change a person to a better person with the right attitude from the health care workers.

It has to be given medication, but in a very low dose.

I believe that if psychiatric institution could smile more. The patients will relax and start to take healthy choices and have a good time.

It is important to see the patients as a unique individual with her own hopes and dreams.

And nobody is entitle to treat someone crazy for a dream.

I own a lot of good domains and is treated as a crazy person because of this.

I have also innovating ideas that are good and it is treated as grandiose thoughts.

It is not much more thoughts that are real to me, on the same level as a student wanting to become a doctor.

There need to be work therapy and training and a day rhythm that is fun and give the patients work.

At one of my last hospitalizations i sat so much that my but started to hurt.

People is People and we are all the same in knowing what kindness are.

To hurt people when they are at the weakest in the health system i look upon as a crime because it can create hopelessness in patients and drive them to suicidal thoughts.

It needs to be an active dynamic treatment with positivity that awakens the dreams in the patients and a spirit and a sense of life that makes them glow and shine.

It needs to be taken in coaches in the psychiatric health filed and there is a lot of people that has recovered. Is it possible for them, than it is possible for others.

TLC 

Tender Loving Care is the key

and always smile to them and reflect over to them that you are presence in they're life for caring for them and giving them they're life back.

With me they stole my will of life and meaning in hurting me.

But i am back and reflects a lot over how fast animals can recover from anxiety and paranoia.

There is a key for all humans :

Love, smile, peace and care

with workers that put aside they're ego and work for the patients with service minded attitude.

The patients has suffered so much that they deserve they're dreams and the best.

Never take away hope, because that can be the only thing the patients has.

Good luck :-)

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Buster Is Now The Safest And Strongest Cat, all anxiety can heal

Buster is here and have no fear.

All anxiety and paranoia can be cured.

As in animals as in humans.

It is more loving and a therapeythicall voice.

I dont get all the words right in english.

Buster was so scared i had never seen a cat been before.

After weeks with trust work he has become the strongest and most tame cat.

He likes so much me touching him and pet him.

He lies in my arms and sleeps.

At nighttime he finds the most cosy state of mind of the day and lie in my bed and makes noises together with his brother Teddy.

There is a little bit jealousy between the cats me petting them.

Teddy gets often jealous and i have to share my time with them equal.

Here is a lot of fuss and fun with the cats playing around.

I have seen animals cure from all mental illness, even also a schizophrenic horse.

The horse was mentally very ruined.

But became my best horse ever.

All trust work with animals can be used with humans.

Because everybody understand pure goodness.

It should not take years to treat someone,

but only a couple of months to get better.

But that can't be done as long as the doctors write bad stuff about the patients and not theire good sides.

I understand what the psychiatric field can be opened up with trust and care.

Not only looking for the bad parts.

The resources being strengthened with good and therapeutic voice and care and happy surprises makes animals respond with trust.

On me in my case they worked with that i should have nothing.

It is against the law.

I understand how to treat bought humans and animals and it is possible ro restore to a better person or animal only in a few months.

Buster was a hard nut,

but became the best out of it.

He is secure, make clear choices and is brave outside.

Teddy is more gentle and wants to stay inside with me.

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