Arthur's Transformation (Extended Cut) - Never, Ever Give Up!!

Life Happens Now

Every single second count. Life happens now. Dont wait with things you want to do and dont be scared doing them. To take a chance can be litle or a big issue. But dont stay in a boaring zone. Get what you want out of life. It is just thoughts that stop you doing what you want or people that think you should not do the things you want. Ask what do i want out of life ? or What do i want out of this day ? Use youre life in a good way. It is powerful and tremendous what people really can do. Dont let good chances go away from you. For me it was the risk of a long wanted dream, to write a novel and i have written 2/3 of the novel and has started to blogg. I live my life slowly, one part is that i want it this way, the other part is that i am a bit slow because of medication, but it do not say that i cant have a good life.
Yesterday was an extremly good day ( not all days are good for anybody ) i just was happy and was all me. I visited my mother and had a good time home making dinner and watched a movie. My mother came with a present to me. New clothes : two t-shirts, one knitted red sweather and a black long skirt. It all fitted, and i have lost more weight i am down in 81, 5 kilos. I went to bed early and slept extremly good. I woke up today with fatigue, but i desided to invite my mother down for morning coffe and my brother also visited me. I made dinner for my son and talked to him before he went to work. I am so proud of him.
Now i am back on the hospital unit until tomorrow, and has bought a magazine and ice coffe. I am up for a good relaxing time.
I do what i like, though it is in the litle. But i follow my dreams and work for it. It take time writing a novel and it will not be ready before next year, but it is on the way. And people reading the novel give good words about it and feedback, so i am happy.
" Take every chance to live a fullfilled life and go for youre dreams. "

Enjoy Life

Everyday is worth living, but sometimes life changes and we have to deal with problems. Whats happen is life. There is problems for everybody, nobody gets around without them. But life is worth living. Even with problems. Its how you deal with the problems. My father had surgery for a brain tumour wedensday, and it was a hard day. The tumour is to deep to have surgery on it, so he has to take lazer and cemotheraphy. But the good part is that he is doing fine and have a great mood. And we all have to live in meaning and happiness as long as we can, and hope for a good treatment and that my father will be cured no matter what. I have my own problems to deal with. Having a hospitalization because of a mental illness, but i am on my way curing from mental illness and is not psycotic anymore and i dont hear voices anymore. My voice hearing stopped for over a year ago. So there is a life without voices for the ones suffering from that. I have my own techniques to solve the voice hearing and one of my theories of voicehearing is that it occurs after to much pressure. But it can go away. And there is different categories in voicehearing. Voices dont occure on the same way with everybody. It is hard to hear voices, but some get it in a gentle way. Some hear good voices that guides and comforts and is like friends. Some have narrative voices that tells stories and some has comanding voices. Dont be scared of voicehearers. It is often people that is like everybody else it is just that they hear voices. And the voices can disappear of good friendship and beeing understood. Support people suffering from voicehearing. It can mean the world to another person suffering from hearing voices.
It is a way out and that is questioning the voices. When they occur, ask why ? And keep going until the voices are gone. Because in the most cases asking question to the voices they go away. And continuing doing everyday life. To have meaning in the days is important and a pet is good to have. I have had cats and dogs. Dont give up if you hear voices. It is a life around you just reach for it :-)
Today i have been home, and my son served me scallops with a salad to it. It was fantastic and i am so proud of my son making so good dinner to me. He is inventive on the kitchen and made dinner yeasterday also, pork and pepper by Gordon Ramsey. I am a proud mom to a son making it good in life. And we have had hard times together, so it is good when the sun shines down over our life. I love him so much, words cant describe how much i love him.
It is summer here and life is to be enjoyed. Reach for every single second of happiness, and create good memories to have with you the rest of youre life. Life is there for you always, and to most problems there is a sollution. Keep on trying to have life like you want it, and deal with the problems when they occur, you are in most cases stronger than you think. So dont worry, live life everyday and love youreself. It is not easy always, but know that love is there for all mankind. The Lord above tells so :-)
" Have a good and happy loving day - and remember to have fun ."

Kind Day

Today has just been a day of kindness. I thank the lord above that i am alive. The days i have is easy and calm. Time changes for everybody and i am turning 40 in september. To reach the goals i have sat for myself is not impossible. I do pilates nearly every day and i get slowly better. I have filled out a papir for applying a new appartment i hope i get one close to nature and that it is allowed with a dog there. I want to buy a Flat Coated Retriever soon and just have easy and happy days with the dog. It puts my mind to something else than illness. To recover can take a time. But i let my body rest and stay together with people just wanting me the best. I had a bit nausea for halt an hour ago and one of the patients here gave me a coca cola. Kindness is everywhere and the coca cola and a sandwich helped.
Today i have visited my father. He is having surgery on wedensday and he is looking forward to it. I am a bit worried but feel in my heart that the surgery will go good. We had a good time together with waffles and marmelade and sour cream and coffe.
Persephone the cat did something surprising yeasterday. I leaned down my hand to her and she went straight to my hand and let me pet her. It is probably the first time someone has petted her as i did. She found it very good and when i stroke her head she just sat down leaning to my hand closing her eyes and just enjoyed it. I have been frustrated over her on what to do when i move, but some girls looked for her yeasterday and gives her food, so she has a family another place also. I found out why she did not eat up all her food. And the funny part is the kittens, they have started running around. And the girls also looked for the kittens. It was good to know that Persephone gets a home when i move. I was thinking of taking her with me. She wants to stay in and goes inside my house everytime the veranda door is open. Cats are fun and so incredible cute.
Else it is not so much more to tell. I write a lot on a novel and a book about experiencebased treatment of psycosis. It is a easy model treating the patient very kind and with trust to make the patient recover in doing things they dream of. It can be small goals for everyday life and larger for bigger things. The key part is to get experience and to try out everyday goals. It is in the everyday people lives. Psycosis can go over asking the patient intelligent questions related to the desease and how they really feel. Not only the things beeing observed. People in psycosis might change theire plan for life then and see the world from a different corner. And get skills to live a fullfilled and happy life. Everybody deserve a happy life. To get some dreams fulfilled and to have a social life. It is possible to cure psycosis fast if the right persons are there to work with the patient. To use respect and to know that most people is very intelligent, also in psycosis and that patients will be treated as a valuable person and with respect. Its the key to life. We live in the world together and i hope society will be a including society that includes everybody in kindness. Forgivness is a key issue. To forgive releases anger, depression, anxiety and also psycosis. It all go away.
I hope you have a great day. I stay with the happy cards and they help. I have a bit fatigue still and tryes to work it away by doing things. It has been a kind and lazy weekend. With a normal sight on life. I am not psycotic anymore and it is a blessing.
" To heal is possible for everybody. Dont let go of hope. "

Get Out Of Fobias and Anxiety with Thought Field Theraphy

It is possible to get rid of anxiety and fobias on minutes. TFT is revolutionary in treating all kinds of fobias and anxiety. I use it myself and it works. Also on smoking abstinens. You can learn it youreself by reading books and watch DVD`s. Its worth trying and can get you into a new life. To be scared is just thoughts that works in on the nervous system. To change the thoughts and the feelings you have can get you better in minutes. I use the Happy Cards and today i feel strong again. My days are relaxing and happy. I have a bit fatigue and get sometimes when i have fatigue a litle bit depression, but TFT and Happy Cards get me out of the state i am in.
The new thing was that i started to dream about vaccation. To the Maldives. I have not had time to think about vaccation in years. If i quit smoking i afford a holliday in the Maldives next year. This summer i move to a smaller appartment and need to buy in a lot. But the Secret works and i have gotten two leather chairs from my mom and a stove from my dad. My dad is well by the way and is doing good after the situation with cancer. We are in good hope all the family.
Today i baked applecacke to my son and his friends. They are travelling to a city called Trondheim tomorrow and shall make a milk shake with applecake and vanillaice in it. My son tasted it when he was in USA. He is going back there next year on a roadtrip for one month. My son has a great time in his life right now and i am so happy for that.
Persephone the cat has gotten a new favourite place. She lies upon the table outside on the terasse and lay there when i smoke. She looks at me all the time and is very cosy.
I hope you get out of fobias and anxiety if you try TFT, all can be cured, even physical matters can be cured and life will get much happier and easier. Have a great day.
" Love youreself - the love will be true. "

A New Day With Happy Cards

This weekend i have been home. I have had litle fatigue after i wrote down the Happy Cards. I read them all the time and it works like a stabilisator and as affirmasjons. The difference from affirmations and the Happy Cards is that you also see the card, it is not only the thought. It worked and i use also a bit TFT ( Thought Field Theraphy ). Something else is good also and that is that i smoke less and can be several hours without sigarettes. I dont have psycotic thoughts and i dont have depression. So the cards works. But yeasterday i had one hour i felt empty. All my thoughts changed to the better and i was myself totally again. I was so happy, but after i had made dinner ( gratinated fish ) and did housework i felt like all was empty. I related this to that everything changed and that my thoughts was all normal again. To feel empty i just look at as soon there is something good to fill inn. And there was, i got a lot of visits from friends and neighbours. I had a happy time soon again.
My son has been working all weekend and been out with friends, i have had visits and read books, and worked with the Happy Cards. I was also yeasterday invited to my sisters place to have pizza. We were there the whole family.
The days are good and life is better, or to say, life is normal again and it is almoust a bit wierd after a long time with psycosis. It is nearly a litle miracle this. I know i can get depressed and with fatigue again so i use the Happy Cards all the time. They are with me to stay !
Persephone had a great time these sunny days, she got yeasterday fresh fish and was so happy. She is getting more and more tame, and the kittens is near the house. I have not seen them, but it seems like she manage to bring the kittens up this time. I cant wait to see them and will try to film them to put out here. I hope i will manage.
I hope you have happy days and that life treats you good. Mental illness is not good to have but it can be cured so never give up the hope and the believe.
" Every Day is a Miracle - Love life: "

Happy And True / 24 Happy Cards Made The Day

Yeasterday was not good and i slept for 14 hours until today. I woke up tired but not depressed. It was amazing the change in mood. I thank the Lord above for that. The summer is here and it was 23 degrees celcius outside and i was happy. I went home after lunch and desided to fight the depression. I bought with me food to Persephone, Sheba and dry food. She was very happy and even a seagull went in to my kitchen for food. I laughed, its not everyday a seagull stand inside youre kitchen yelling for food. I did housework. Cleaned the kitchen and made food and cleaned some closets. I found very good clothes i could use, because i have gone down nearly 10 kilos. I am now 84 kilos. It is easy to diet down now when the medication is reduced. But i knew today i need to work more with my mental status and took three pages hard paper and cut out 24 small cards. I decided to call them " Happy Cards ". I wrote down that : " I am Healthy " and what i want to work with as goals. I read them all the time. When my mood go down i read them, because depression is just change of thoughts. The work of the card was tremendous, it worked nearly as a landing pillow, i see the cards inside of me and is more awake. I will see tomorrow if it works as well as today. But i am Happy !!!
A lot of things happened at home, i talked to my son and had visit of my brother and i was to visit my mom and the two dogs we have. I also ate sushi at my moms place. I read magazines, had coffe and as i have written about earlier, a lot of fresh water.
" Mood can change faster than you think to a happy state dont give up. "

Sad But True

Yeasterday was an extremly good day. I was home to stay overnight and the weather was beautiful. It is full summer. I did a lot and managed to write for hours in a novel i write. I went to bed happy. And woke up depressed. I was totally out of fatigue and the thoughts cirkled around in all i should do and not manage to do. I went for a walk by the seaside and it helped for some hours. But i know i can be depressed, but life is not all sunshine. And a thought from a book by Louise L Hay got to me : " A thought is just a thought - you can change it. " I have prayed the whole day today and it helps to get away the depressive thoughts. And i just got a good warm long shower and dressed in comfortable clothes. It helped. Life is worth living and i hope the next coming day will be better.
Persephone is so tame now that she walks in on the kitchen and is not scared if the door gets closed. I tryed to hush her out yeasterday and she just looked at me and stood still and looked like : " No, i dont go outside, i want to stay inside the house. " And i let her. She loves my son and talks to him in the cat way. She makes noices and is cute. She has moved her kittens beside the house, so it will be easy for them to get food.
Life is like it is. I have a son that loves me and huged me today and talks with me all the time. He is so uplifting that he works better than medication. But i cant have him beside me all the time. He needs to live his life. I love him so much. I get happy just to think about how good he is.
I write not much today and hope you all have a good time. I go to bed with a book now and hope for a better day tomorrow.
" Have a great day- you deserve it. "

Beetroot and Cabbage Juice against Cancer

Last time i wrote about my father. He has gotten a brain tumour and after the situation he is doing very good and we are happy for that. They have gotten the recepies for juice with me and they are juicing a lot. I did not know the words in englis for the vegetables last time but here they are it is Beetroot and Cabbage. The juices are easy to juice. The recepies are here :

2 Beetroot
2 carrots
1 apple
1 orange
150 gram of cabbage

Juice it together and drink it fresh. It is a juice recepie that is good for the immunesystem and the cardiovascular system. Everybody can drink it.
You can make youre own recepie with what you desire in it but beetroot and cabbage needs to be in it.
" Have a great day and life is presious - enjoy it ".