Now I Understand

Have meeting today about my case and the right to live.

Somebody has not granted me the right to live free.

I understand the army in Norway has done me something.

Beyoncé - If I Were A Boy

Andrea Bocelli - Nelle Tue Mani (Now We Are Free) from ‘Gladiator'

I Know Something

I know i am stalked.

I have had some bright ideas and it has concerned not by my will, but high up in the system.

I googled myself and the map to show where i am located.

It showed up with a firm and earlier it has showed up with another firm.

I know it is possible to hack a mobile phone and i have been in trouble not getting the help i should have gotten.

I am on anti depressive and it works very good.

I recommend people suffering from depression to take prescribed drugs from doctor.

Sometimes medication is needed, and i asked for it myself.

It lightened my day and i am myself again.

I have been today and looked on an apartment to rent.

It was very kind people and a good place to live.

I hope i get the apartment.

I have innovative ideas and know they are good and working.

Do not give up on yourself no matter what state you are in.

Life can change and sometimes change post code.

New places can bring you new life.

I have a very kind mission to the place i move to.

To feel home and secure and have place for my son when he is home on vacation.

New possibilities lies in front of me to get a social life and it got me to discover reality that i am not alone suffering.

Mona the Vampire - Opening Titles

Mona the Vampire - Opening Titles

A New Day

I have been struggling a lot lately, the honest truth is that i have struggled for over two years with a post traumatic depression of all i have been through.

I have been suicidal and had very low energy.

I asked the doctor after a very hard time,

Actually my life`s hardest time.

I have never suffered so much and wanted to leave all behind.

It has been a game, and i asked the doctor for anti depressive medication.

I got it after some weeks waiting.

It is the drug " Remeron " and it works like magic on me.

It has just been a few days and i feel a lot better.

Tonight i am all me again.

I have needed help for the housework, but now i manage it on my own.

I have tidied up the whole house and had a great time with the kittens.

I got also interested in clothing again and bought some clothes online.

I have a good time.

Thin Lizzy Cowboy Song