Waiting On A Miracle

When times get though you wait and hope for a miracle. In my prayers there is a word saied quietly for healing and living a fullfilled life. It is not easy beeing hospitalised and on medication and you question why ? When you dont do anything to others without medication but live a calm and good life. I dont understand this. I am treated for symptomes occuring when i am in hospital because i dont agree with the treatment of mentall ill patients in Norway today. The treatment is not good enough and when they think medication is the only sollution on the problems something is wrong ?
To be treated well again you need basal care and to do activity that stay in line of youre dreams. To only get isolated gets you down and it is not the way a person shall live. It is okay now to stay in the unit. But i miss my life and all the dreams i wanted to go for. To treat a person back to themselves is done with good communication, activity wich is fun and exercise. And that the person can stay together with friends. I dont ask so much out of life and i question why it should be so hard to get. I only walk around boared and tired of medication and have not so much to do.

I wish the psyciatric field could rebuild, so that they can treat people to get better than before with lifecoaching and education when patients are in hospital - so the patients can walk out with new life skills treated as the good person the most people are. I dont understand why they use billions all over the world to treat people stable, and why not get to discover theire talents and build them up to be recourses in the society. It is so hard today that many people suffers a lot and some die in the treatment. There needs to be done something so people beeing treated for mental illness can get more education and life skills so they can be resources for others. I have met many of the most inntelligent people i have ever met as a patient. I am praying and hoping that someone sees that to put in the best recourses you get the best product. Patients has skills they can provide help care to others by understanding the other patients. I hope someone hears our prayers and see that we all want to live good quality lifes and there is all the recourses in the society to make this dream happen. People love to love and so does patients. I have met the kindest people ever in hospitalisation and it is sad to see them fade away. I hope health politicians could talk to us and rebuild the system so our talents dont go to waiste. There are by high time need for thinking new. Maybe the patients are the best telling what is wrong and what can be done better.