Todays society is so much about beeing at youre best all the time. Everything should be perfect and you shall show to the best life on this earth. It causes a lot of stress living this way and when you live this way you are not in contact with youreself. All is about plans. When eveerything in life is planned there is not much time to focus on youre best friends, the one you love and a lot of humour.
I have not so many plans and that makes space to laugh a lot. To stay " Here and Now " is the best part to be because it is easier to be happy even though you are in difficult and hard times. Today has been a great day so far. I have done not so very much. Just been to the store for sigarettes, ice tea and chocolate and showered and dressed up. My life is not about beeing at youre best all the time, but beeing myself. And when i nurse myself there is time for love, humour and good talks. It is to have time to life and i live a good life even though i am hospitalised. I research on the light and the speed of light and it helps me get away from bad moments and a boaring time in the hospital. But i have an ability to make life happens out of difficult times. I wished all on this planet could be themselves. Theire true self and have a good time nearly all the time. It would have created peace on earth if everybody was themselves and is allowed by society to be something special and different.
I laugh a lot about planning a practical joke in the hospital unit. But i cant do it before next week. I am a bit worried how the unit will take it. But here is room for everything. But it is all based on a peacefull time and it is a bit boaring for me because i want a humourous and playfull time. But i have the stable to go to and there i am welcome all the time. So in the small spaces of life i can tell that this is a great day for me - beeing myself and get good talks with other peple. Stay youreself because then humour and a good life occur no matter how and where you are.
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