Sometimes I Feel Like Hell

Today has been a severe day in suffering.

I have been so tired i can hardly walk.

I have spent the time together with my bird and the cats are outside in the garden and in a little barn.

I wonder so much in how the doctors and nurses think i shall live a life with quality and fulfill my needs on my own when i have so much complication of the medication.

But i play music and drink water and coffee and try to eat regularly.

Sometimes everything is okay,

but it has been a long hard day and i have slept a lot.