Extremly Happy Day / Freedom :-)

Today i was signed out of the hospital unit at 10:00 in the morning. But before they left me on my own a nurse drove me around to see the houses for sale here on the island. It is two houses i am interested in. One on 69 square feet and one on 202 square feet. The two houses have potential to be very good and cosy. I drove to the bank today and asked for a meeting for getting a loan and is booked in on monday. I have to get everything lined up until that day. After the bank i visited my grandmother on 104 years, she was in very good mood and we talked for a while and i met a former collegue. She did not know me again by look, but by smell. My parfume i have been very lucky with it smell very good on me. After visitng my grandma i was to my mothers house and visited the two dogs, they are so cosy, and Toya the Field Spaniel moves together with me, because she dont like to be left alone. I have spare time nearly all the day so she can stay with me. Toya is extremly kind and cosy. She is 8 years old. The sad part is that she has cancer so we dont know how long we have her. But it is life when you have dogs.
My son was to Oslo today and looked at an appartment, and got it. The place the appartment lies in is very beautiful and he was happy to get a place to live when he goes to Oslo to study. I am so proud of him. He went by plane in the morning and was back 14:00 so he is fast to decide. We talked for a while about moving and the appartment. It starts a new life for bought him and me now. I am not used to be alone, so it will be a great change for me, but i will have Toya by my side.
Happy the budgie we have is doing great, but i feel she is much alone, so i have decided to go to the petstore and see if her friend is still there and buy it. I dont have the heart to see a budgie alone in a cage. But she sings and is happy most of the time. It is cosy to have a budgie.
I have done laundry today. I have washed 5 machines with clothes today. It is clothes that have been lying in the hospital and i like to stay cleand and fresh. I dont know why, but i like laundry a lot.
At 16:00 in the afternoon i started to clean out of a big closet i have, that have been filled with books, and papers. I found out that i worked longer as a nurse then i thought and that i probably was insurred by the Norwegian Nurse Associaton and that i might have right to get payed insurrance money. I have to check it out on monday to and my borther wanted to help me.
I sendt also a mail to a publisher about a book in cognitive treatment and using Happy Cards. It has worked very good on me. And i write about how to exercise youre mind and get the cards to work good. I function on a high level when i dont have fatigue from the medications and it is extremly great to have my life back.
This evening we have had vistiors and made enchiladas to celebrate that i am signed out and home again. It  has been a fight, but when i got easen down and secure again everything started to change and the sun got back to my life. I have had a great summer and is happy to function again as a sane and normal person. It is hope for everybody suffering from any illness.
" Do good for youreself and others and have a happy day ! "

Night Time Boogie

It is nearly one olock in the night here. I went to bed at 21:30, but could not sleep. I had so many funny plans in my head. And not at least thankfull to be alive. I am happy to live in Norway. Not at least on how the Police has worked here in the country when the terror threath has been going on. There is still danger, but we cant be to afraid. I am so thankfull to the Police that took it all seriously and protected us all. Thank you !!!
Tonight i have been decorating a house in my head here on the islands, and been a trip mentally to Great Brittain. My son and i looked for house for me in England from next year. We found a cosy house, very like the house in the movie " The Holliday " with Kate Winslet and Camron Diaz. I wanted to move straight away, so over Chicken Curry today ( made from scratch ) we disguessed moving over there. My son wants to study in England or Scotland from next year. And me, i can live all over the world. But i like England a lot and the psyciatry there is good.
But later on i found a house here for sale, i want to buy it and i am going to the municipal loan office to see if i can get a " start-loan " on thursday. I have to work fast. I was so happy in my mind that the sleep did not get me, and Happy the budgie was not quiet for the night.
I am so happy to have this possibilities in my life. And the house for sale here is good for dogs. So i can buy a dog again, it will bee a Flat Coated Retriever or a Cocker Spaniel ( or bought ) :-) I have had water and lemon and the boys in the house has tried out " Miracle Berries ", it is a natural pill of a sertain berry that gets everything to taste sweet - even lemon. So they bought in several lemons and ate that tonight. And now they plan a road trip to USA. I love them all !!!
I have to go to bed again, but i dont think i manage to sleep until 03:00, it is my standard when i have night time boogie.
I hope you all have a good time, and dont get depresses of the world society with war and terror. It is to find a life inbetween and survive the best you can. Stay together with secure people if you are afraid. And sleep well.
" It is good to have a good plan in life - it is easier beeing happy then. "

To End All Wars Now !

Its possible if people start to care. The wars in the world are ruining humans and the planet earth. We have only this planet and only this life. The wars are meaningless. People need to decide... " This has gone to far - i cant fight anymore for the purpose it is not right. "
The meaning of life is to have a good life and family, friends and a home. And for those who love animals, some pets. The life is wonderful even with litle money. It is to have a job and something to do and be let in a society and a culture with freedom and love. It is the start on peacetime if people find this way and not fight for personal power and money. To risk to loose something everybody can do, and that is material things. But you dont afford to loose the loved ones or youreself.
Plan a life in happiness and peace and start to give money away to people in crisis and war. There is enough money in the world to rebuild it. But if the wars keep going on the earth and humans will be destroyed. We have to act now.
The killing of children and people ruins the planet. We cant look away and hide. We need to get leaders that is capable to talk about forgiveness and peace. That war is a act of savage and cruelty. It is not right no matter how you look at it.
A peaceprosess has to be started by the governments and UN, and why do not the west react? I wait for leaders to talk about this. It has to be done something.
By choosing peace and give away to the poor people the world will get saved !!! It is not much that has to be given away, but look around and see after things to sell and to give away and give money to red cross, medicin sans frontiers and UNICEF, and to everybody collecting in money. An act of kindness can stop war. Please end all wars now !!!
" Forgiveness can stop a world war. "

This song speak for itself ! Advenged seven fold !

My Response To The Bombing In Gaza : " I Am Clicking Now " !!!

The newest report from the bombing of Gaza is that a hospital is reached by bombs !!! A norwegian Doctor is working there, and my reaction to it was anger !!! " I am clicking now " !!!
Why war ? It is next year 70 years since world war 2, and it is to be remember. The world was horrified of Hitlers damages and the concentration camps. My grandfather sailed out as a warrior for the allied and sailed on HK Gladesdale. He fought against war and was for peace his entire life.
To me it seems strange that jewish people given the country after world war 2 is bombing Gaza. Why is it so hard to give away land and live peacfully !!! Its money and borders. All the people of Gaza want is a home. The people bombing on bought sides i have to say to : " Stop the Bombing Now !!! "
It is not hard to give away land. And the Bible also say : " Pray also for youre enemies. " It is the words of Jesus Christ.
I was to stay in a happy mode today and have cupcakes in the owen to some children playing in my sisters garden. And what world shall they grow up in ???
Stop Bombing and give away land !!! The ones that are knowing the Bible knows that this is the meaning of the bible : " To Give and let Live ! "
I am against Israel in about 10 years because of this. " Stop the Bombing Now. "

Summer Under a Cherrytree

To have summer on a blanket and a pillow under a cherrytree is fantastic. To lie in the cool shadow with light breeze and reading " The book of Tomorrow " by Cecilia Ahern and having lemonade of pomegranate and blueberry and icecream made the day for me. Toya lied beside me and slept in the sun and its easy days beeing human and a dog.
I wondered about how really litle is to be done to be happy and be at ease of mind. That life gives me hours of plain luxury of comfort and relax. I am so happy having this summer days. Just drifting of and daring to be nothing. It is in times like these that life gives you time to think about how you really want youre life, and i want it easy and comforting. Not the wild adventurous life, i have been there some years ago but it lead me in wrong directions and into stress and psycosis.
To just be today in the summer heat, drifting of in mind about how good life is when you settle with less gave me pure happiness and i am greatfull to the one making this good summer for us here in the west of Norway. I am going out again now to enjoy the evening outside with coffe i made now. Have a great summer to everybody !
" If you want an easy life it come to you. "

Living With The Secret

Living with the Secret is easy, it is to be positive and open for new ways in life. It is about visualising what you want out of life and in life. I have not so very high goals for life, and know that not everybody can get rich. But to have quality in life is possible for everybody, even with a illness or in a crisis. Life is not all the golden high way, but the golden rule : " Do to others what you want others shall do to you " and live simple. To have a simple life reduces stress, and the secret can give you suprises in presents and gifts and things occuring just when you need them. Some will call it guidance from God. That there is a power of love that never get empty and always has something to give you. I have quality on my life and people are kind to me. Last night a neighbour came up to me with a bottle of white wine and shared it with my mom and me. We sat outside talking until the sun had gone down. The summer heat is fantastic and i have been at the beach and at the seaside. I love summer. And someone has cared for me. I have gotten free clothes, food, jewelry and a budgie and everybody is staying safe and doing good in my family. Everyday i get a reminder that life is worth living and that there is always something fun or cozy happening.
I wake up early these days, Happy the budgie started to sing 06:30 today and i got up and waited for Toya the Field Spaniel we have. She shall stay with me the whole day because my mom went to the city for shopping. It is just a cosy day and i will enjoy it on the terasse with Toya and a good book.
" Lazy days can be all you need to recover. "