Morningcoffe

I have had my first night at the institution

it is a district psychiatric institution and a more open place than hospitals.

I have slept well after visit of my brother last night that laughed a lot at me.

I can't write all i am going through but much is to laugh at.

It is possible to laugh even though you're life lies in small ruins.

I have gotten side effects medication at it works and i have my morning coffee right now.

I am nearly the only patients awake, the others sleep a bit longer.

I have it kind and is not psychotic and is going for a little walk in a little while.

its easy to survive here but a little boring

i have to find a good book to read 

and go outside now for a cigarette.

I laugh for myself i told my brother for a while ago :

" Sometimes it takes a looney. "

I have it kind here and is not lost.

So maybe i am found.